I AM SO THANKFUL FOR ALL OF YOU

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YOU HAVE ALL HEARD SOME ANECDOTE ABOUT HOW I STARTED THIS BLOG PROBABLY A BILLION TIMES ALREADY BUT I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU FOR ALL OF YOUR READING AND SUPPORT!

WITHOUT IT, THIS SITE WOULD BE NOTHING MORE THAN AN ONLINE JOURNAL, AND LIKE MOST JOURNALS (ON AND OFFLINE) I START, I WOULD HAVE ABANDONED IT AFTER NO MORE THAN A FEW WEEKS.

BUT I’M STILL HERE, AND WE’RE NEARING THE TWO YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!!! WOW.

SOMETIMES I QUESTION THE DECISION TO BLOG.

I COULD HAVE STARTED A YOUTUBE CHANNEL! I THINK TO MYSELF. BUT THAT’S NOT WHO I AM, AT MY VERY CORE. IF ANYTHING, WRITING HAS BROUGHT OUT SOMETHING IN ME I’VE NEVER BEFORE FELT IN MY LIFE, MUCH LIKE UNLOCKING A NEW LEVEL IN A VIDEO GAME.

SO YES…AT THE END OF THE DAY I AM GRATEFUL FOR EVERY PERSON WHOSE EVER READ A WORD OF WHAT I WRITE, REGARDLESS OF WHETHER OR NOT YOUR PRESENCE IS ANNOUNCED. I’M THANKFUL FOR YOUR CURIOSITY, YOUR DESIRE TO KEEP UP WITH ME OR MAKE FUN OF MY POETRY OR WATCH MY WEB DESIGN SKILLS EVOLVE. THANKFUL FOR IT ALL.

I RE-READ MY FIRST POSTS ALL THE TIME, AND I AM ASTOUNDED BY THE DIFFERENCE, THE PROGRESS THAT I’VE MADE IN MY WRITING. BUT THEN I STEP BACK AND SEE HOW MY LIFE ITSELF HAS ALSO CHANGED. THE BAD RELATIONSHIPS I’VE CUT OFF, THE HAIR-SPLITTING DECISIONS, THE SELF-ESTEEM I’VE DISCOVERED…ALL LARGELY DUE TO THIS BLOG.

NEVER STATIONARY, I LOVE YOU!

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